gorgeous man xx

i love your daddy so much just wanted to say that xx

snow x

Does it snow in heaven you sit and ask yourself
of course it does mummy lots and lots of snow
you sit and stare at the sparkling flakes as they gently fall to the groud
sent from us angels above sitting on our clouds,
mummy it snows in heaven but we want to send some to you,
we stand together all of us and bounce on the silly stuff to,
it gently falls from our clouds on top of mummy's house,
I see you sitting by the window looking to the skies,
yes mummy that silly soft stuff that you all moan about is sent with lots of love with lots of jumping about.
you see mummy what I want you to do get on your wellies you fluffy warm hat to,
go out on the snow and lay down on the floor looking to the sky like a star splat on the floor
at first move your arms and legs up and down like a wave
stand up and you will see that silly soft stuff has made
a perfect angel just like me.
So yes it does snow in heaven but we do love to share it may cause mayhem and trouble
but its sent from us angels with loving care,
we have on our wellies our warm winter hats silly mittens with strings attached we stand on
our clouds and with a one two three we jump as hard as we can for the snow to free,
gently it falls from our clouds above lands on your house with lots of love
So your question is answered from afar yes mummy it snows in heaven way above the stars.

can i ever be right when it comes to his kids???

can i ever be right when it comes to his kids... will my opion ever count? should i just sit back and not get involved?? i dont now anymore, i dont now what to do, what to say, maybe i should just sit and be quiet then i wont get myself worked up and angry.

please help x

i cannot belive that in 13 days it will be a year since i gave birth to our beautiful sleeping angel, a year seems so long sometimes but other days seems like days, we have been talking about maddison alot more lately which is so nice. i miss her so much and as christmas becomes closer i wish so much that she was here with us i wish i was buying her christmas presents i wish she was so amazed by the christmas lights and being a pain by rearranging the tree, but instead of this she isnt here i cannot buy her presents and instead i have to send her things to heaven, i miss her so much it kills me but hopefully she is looking down on us and smileing to see how well we are doing, im so proud of daddy he is doing so well, and im proud of me to as realise now that u r happy and with us all the time, i will always miss you but as everyone said to us days will get easier and you will have more good days than bad. i love you with all my heart xx

i want to say to you please look over little samuels mummy gem and baby brother or sisterand make things perfect for her , also baby hope isabellas baby sister who was born so early and so little just like you please help her grow stronger everyday.

we love you our little princess more than yesterday but not as much as tomorrow and the love for you from us will grown forever and always too infinty and beyond x

<3 xx