please help x

i cannot belive that in 13 days it will be a year since i gave birth to our beautiful sleeping angel, a year seems so long sometimes but other days seems like days, we have been talking about maddison alot more lately which is so nice. i miss her so much and as christmas becomes closer i wish so much that she was here with us i wish i was buying her christmas presents i wish she was so amazed by the christmas lights and being a pain by rearranging the tree, but instead of this she isnt here i cannot buy her presents and instead i have to send her things to heaven, i miss her so much it kills me but hopefully she is looking down on us and smileing to see how well we are doing, im so proud of daddy he is doing so well, and im proud of me to as realise now that u r happy and with us all the time, i will always miss you but as everyone said to us days will get easier and you will have more good days than bad. i love you with all my heart xx

i want to say to you please look over little samuels mummy gem and baby brother or sisterand make things perfect for her , also baby hope isabellas baby sister who was born so early and so little just like you please help her grow stronger everyday.

we love you our little princess more than yesterday but not as much as tomorrow and the love for you from us will grown forever and always too infinty and beyond x

<3 xx