journey

i havent wrote on here for months, i forgot to look at the actual time frame before i began to write but now cnt be bothered to go back and have a look, but i now its been ages.

well what can i say this year even tho it is only nearly may has been up and down just the same as my life has been for the past how many years. some days good, some days bad, some weeks awesome, some weeks awful but hay im still here sometimes i think fuck nows how but i am so just got to get on with it i suppose,

we have had some rough patches were i thought that was it, i mean between me and phil but we still together and to be honest even tho the last week has been absolutely shit we actually stronger than ever. funny hay.

7 weeks ago we decided to get married which off course is awesome, most of it is planned already im quick at things like that cnt leave things to the last minute, dress, bridesmaid dresses, centerpieces, flowers etc etc its going well. were happy its nice to actually feel happy.

i dont really now what to say i now i want to write how i am feeling but dont really now what is right think ill just leave what ive done so far maybe come back to it again soonx

love u baby girl forever and always xx