Today i feel emotional havent felt like this in a while, i am trying hard to keep it locked away inside but it is fighting its way through slowly, dont now why today i feel like this but all i now is that i just do.
missing maddison very much today, been thinking about her loads everything just seems to remind me of her, not that i dont think bout her everyday but just today seems alot more, i was looking at the kids earlier and just imagined her in a baby seat in the back but its not there it will never be there, its so sad.
just wish i could go back to the day i had her and have one last cuddle and one last kiss, miss her alot, but i now she is ok with my 2 nans and my cousins andf phils sister , they are looking after her i just now it,
but hay im not going to let myself be dragged down by this, i just felt i needed to write today x
mummy loves you baby girl xx forever and ever to infinty and beyond xx
me and phil x
will love you foreva x
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