count the kicks i do x

count the kicks i do x

Tuesday, 5 October 2010

feeling angry.... x

feeling angry tonight, feeling frustrated seen to many babies and pregnant ladys to last me a life time thank you very much, hate the fucking hospital but hay as phil just loves it there have to go every now and again lol.

so 9 months and 1 week since we lost maddison and about 8 months and 3 weeks of ttc and still a big fat no.... doing my sweed in to be honest but hay just tonight its got to me like this .... just thought id rant on here and hopefully the annoying feeling will go as i got it out ...

pfffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu breath.......10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 exhale x kool im done heheh x

love u baby girl forever xx

oh yeh just to add today i lost 5.5lb last week at slimmers world wooop woop me heheheh xsee if we can do it this week heheh x

peace out love to all x

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