in 37 days it has been a year since we lost you baby girl, everyday at the beginning gelled into one and to be honest i dont like to think of it much, it makes me sad bringing back the sadness that we all felt the days, weeks, months after we lost you, on the 27th december the day we found out your heart had stopped changed our lives forever, on the 28th december the day you were born was the first and last time we held you and if i had one wish it would be to go back to that day and hold you again, i would hold you and never let you go. i miss you so much and wonder all the time what you would look like what you would look like, if you would be walking and i like to viualise you playing with your brothers and sisters and demirose and summer. i wish i could go back to those last days before we lost you i would have changed things i would have been more aware of your movements but i cnt so i cant let myself blame myself for things that i cant change i just now the next time we are blessed to get pregnant again i will be more cautious and aware of the things that i failed you on.
you are and always will be my beautiful baby girl my first daughter and the love i have for you no other child that i bare will have that same love. i miss you every minute of everyday and wish you were here with us xx
love you forever and ever and always to infinty and beyond xxx
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