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Monday, 15 November 2010

baby samuel x

Today my friends gem and rob chapman should either be days away or have there baby boy samuel but unfortuntely samuel lost his fight on the 4th july 2010, samuel was very very poorly.

i thgink about gem and rob and their family alot and it has hit me more than i ever thought it would, it has brought back feelings that i havent had for along time, i feel sad and miss my baby and think how close her 1st birthday is, i just have no energy to do anything and i havent been like this for such a long time.

im not going to write much today as i dont want to start myself off again all i want to say is im always thinking of you gem and rob and baby samuel fly high and play happily in the clouds and be happy with my girl x

r.i.p baby samuel x
love you forever and always maddison
<3 xxx x

2 comments:

  1. aww bec i thought this was doing your head in...no steps back mate only forward from now on ...RIGHT?! love you all lots and thankyou so very much for just being you x
    know matter how or why we are in this together x

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  2. no not doing my head in babes nothing about him does my head in i promise xx i just felt so sad for you all, i just wanted to give u hugs. but yes its looking forward from now promise xx thank u so much for everything x thank u for being you for being there when i need you ill always be here for you all x love you all lots and lots we can and will do this babes xxx

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