LOVE X

im sitting here in stareing into the lake as im with daddy fishing, i love times like this were i can sit and reflect on the life that i have been given, times like this were there is no sound apart from the wind blowing and the music in the background that reminds me of you. as you now baby girl as you see evrything from your bright star things havent been easy of late, i just wanted to let you now that we do love you so very much and we always will both have that hole where you should be, the hole of all the things you were meant to fill. we miss you so much every single minute of every day.

mummy and daddy are fighting to keep things the way they should be we are fightimg to keep going and we are going to keep going for all 5 of you.

i just wanted to write today that i love you all so much forever and ever and always to infinty and beyond xxx