count the kicks i do x

count the kicks i do x

Monday, 26 July 2010

ttc is bolloxxxxxxxxxxx.........grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

what the fuck why the fuck can everyone get pregnant apart from me, ????? cant i just i have one thing in my life that i really really want have i not been through enough without having to go through this as well, please i just want this too happen why cant it just happen is my body that fucked up that i cant even do this one thing????

GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK AGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....................

2 comments:

  1. I feel your pain!! We lost Evie on 6th February this year :0(
    This is our 3rd month of trying, not long I know, but its so frustrating especially it seemed Evie was so easy to concieve!
    How longhave you been trying?
    Sending you hugs xx

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  2. hi x we have been trying since feburary of this year, :( nothing as of yet, its so hard to go each day and not think of it, i now sounds terrible but its kinda like going a day without thinking of maddison, i cant get it out of my head and i dont know why, i just want it too go away thinking about conceiving is driving me crazy.. i am so so sorry for the loss of your little girl x maddison 2 was very easy to concieve x

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